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Writer's pictureSophia Michelle

The Silent Scream


"I will never forget what the doctor said next: "Beam me up, Scotty." The last thing I saw was a spine twirling around in the mother’s womb before succumbing to the force of the suction." -Abby Johnson (former Planned Parenthood director)

Today I have finally reached the place

Where I am supposed to be

It is warm and wet in this florid spot

The walls are curved around me


Today I tried to figure out

Just how much time has passed

And if this room is getting smaller

But there are parts of me that are not the same

I think I am getting taller


There are murmured voices that quickly flee

With words that I do not understand

I imagine they speak of what is to be

Oh, when will I see my homeland!


Today these branches have emerged

And are slender at the end

They help me touch, and feel, and hold

I am telling you, they really do bend!


Also there are two long tubes

That stick out below my waist

I do not know what they are called

Only that they grow at an unhurried pace


Today I feel myself bigger

And almost ready for the world

But really, what do I know?

So into a sleeping pose I curl


There are murmured voices that quickly flee

With words that I do not understand

I imagine they speak of what is to be

Oh, when will I see my homeland!


Today is not like any of the other days

Because something is wrong and changed

It is not like it is supposed to be

And I feel most estranged

I awake to a suction sound and ask,

"Is this what they call a windy day?"

But, "Beam me up Scotty"

Is all I hear them say

Bit by bit I felt myself becoming less and less

How do I stop this forceful storm?

I never told it yes


The murmured voices outside my walls

Grow low and fade away

I am afraid, I hurt, I realize

I will never see the light of day

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